Sigh

I'm feeling very suicidal these few days.
I don't like this at all, I don't like how my mind keeps fucking itself again & again.
The meds are nt working anymore.
I am stuck in this shit hole.
I juz want everything to end.

For Once

Gawt. Cnt for once I have a normal ones like other ppl pls? Wthman. This is like deja vu all over again. I dnt like this at all.

Aigoo

MAJOR HEART PAIN.

(Y___Y)

Sleepless Nites

It has been 3 days of sleepless nites.
Today is the first day, I did the biggest tattoo ever. Not good yet, bt it was way better than first unofficial few ones I did on people. I am a lil bit proud of myself.
Can't be overly proud since its kinda shitty still. -_-
Anyways, I need to sketch more designs soon. Hopefully I will have time to do some this weekend. Heh.

Hell

One thing I really hate, that usually makes me pissed is ppl who say one thing, then do the other. Make up ur fcking mind, will ya.
I dnt mind eliminating ppl nowadays.
Stop playing mind games.
My head is not a fcking toy!

Goodnite

500mg shld knock off an elephant.
That's good enuf.

Ha Ha Ha

#iamforeverstupid

Fck.