Elimination Time

So since I can't sleep & suffering from mental torture.
I've decided to make a list of new rules in my so-called tragic life. -_-
Popped a tab of clonazepam, I hope this will help me to get some rest (aft 3 nites in a row on late nites rendezvous.. I fckin hope I won't get plasma for my mds. Fml)

1) If I'm ur gf, then admit it. Don't deny our r/ship. I don't appreciate, me being hidden all the time. Been there done that!

2) I want to be acknowledge. I am not a house cat or a guinea pig. I am a human being. Human being would love to be acknowledge regardless what kinds of human they are.

3) If I am ur gf. Then treat me like ur gf. I can be ur bestfriend/the nicest person to be around with. But if I'm nice to u, I would appreciate if u would be nice to me too.

4) I don't flirt with other boys. Means that u have no rite to flirt with other girls. I dnt do shit, so u dnt do shit too.

5) I've settled all the fcking crap of my past. So I hope that u'll settle yours too.

6) No more - "if I want u then I'll find u" crap. 7yrs + an additional of 2yrs of this torture is juz depressing. I seriously sick of this game. I'm not a door mat. I think I tolerated enuf. I probably should be a saint or smth.

7) Eliminate all fcking enemies that pretended to be my 'concern' friends.

8) To live a simple & uncomplicated life. Not trouble free, all I want is a humble lifestyle. DGAF all shittiness that might affect my mental health.

9) Don't hush me when ur ex calls u. I won't go screaming like a mad woman like seriously chill la... I'm still sane & able to think rationally, but then again asking me to shut up is kinda insulting.

10) I am not asking for money or the world. I just want a normal, healthy & loving r/ship that won't fucked me up in the brain again.